I feel very bloggy recently. I also feel very much like smoking a cigarette and cuddlin', but I find the stronger urge is the one that is less easily fufilled. This, however, is good, because I haven't felt very much into anything recently.

I went to the Religion Department's EOYG (parties, appareantly, are undevotional) and spent a fair amount of time talking with Dom and a girl I've have a few classes with, Amanda. Talking to people about college depresses me. Not because I dislike it, because honestly it's not been that bad recently, but because I don't really have plans after it that involve it. I want to live in my own place with a job I don't take home, alone but near enough to friends. Honestly, that's really about it. I'm going to join a monastery after I graduate but my finishing college before I go is contradictory to the whole renuncitory thing anyway.

I had a brief converstion with Berky-Berk, who just got his tenure. Congratulations to him, he deserves it very much so. But since I heard about this on the tail end of remembering that I have no future, it really didn't inspire me. I was speaking with Dom about it in the car afterwards and he actually didn't try to cheer me up with triteisms. It was the best things someone could do, I suppose. Or show me the future.